[It isn't what she had expected him to say- but then again... she, who has never been touched by a man... how could she even begin to guess? Once it had been expected of her. She was not yet sold. She was to be a warrior at best, a broodmare at worst, but she was no armless treated like a slave to use as a lord wished. She had seen whispers and blinks of that training, and once sneered at the armless inducted.
And here she is, lordless, in heat, cursing her weak nature and female body... and wanting just a taste of what it had felt like when Ninurrta had struck the knife from her hands and embraced her so tightly, what it had felt like when Matsukaze had brushed the tears from her face.
Tears that nearly bead at the corner of her eyes now, in frustration with needing to express herself so plainly.]
I do not wish to direct you, I wish-
[Unbidden, her thighs press together, her hands clutch at her arms, tight, inhale sharp to try and force the words out.]
I want to feel something, even if it is in this body-
[To be rid of the thing that had once been part of her price.]
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And here she is, lordless, in heat, cursing her weak nature and female body... and wanting just a taste of what it had felt like when Ninurrta had struck the knife from her hands and embraced her so tightly, what it had felt like when Matsukaze had brushed the tears from her face.
Tears that nearly bead at the corner of her eyes now, in frustration with needing to express herself so plainly.]
I do not wish to direct you, I wish-
[Unbidden, her thighs press together, her hands clutch at her arms, tight, inhale sharp to try and force the words out.]
I want to feel something, even if it is in this body-
[To be rid of the thing that had once been part of her price.]