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[She blinks almost comically a moment, lips pursed as she reflects on her utter failing in the arena of words, made quite the little fool, and quite sure he may be attempting to get her to actually put such a shameful thing into words.
Odinson... she will not be falling for that one, no. No, no.
Instead, Hayame summons up the courage to reach for him, to tangle her fingers in his hair, and to pull none too gently, attempting to capture a kiss. If she was going to remain here, in this bed... it wouldn't be embarrassing herself by attempting words in the wake of what she had done. ... They had done.
How was that for strategy?]
Odinson... she will not be falling for that one, no. No, no.
Instead, Hayame summons up the courage to reach for him, to tangle her fingers in his hair, and to pull none too gently, attempting to capture a kiss. If she was going to remain here, in this bed... it wouldn't be embarrassing herself by attempting words in the wake of what she had done. ... They had done.
How was that for strategy?]
[Hayame's embarrassed concerns about the thinness of the walls at the hotel in Drakstaden had mysteriously disappeared once they returned to those rooms with the city on lockdown and instructions to lay low for the time being. One of the things she had never had in her own world that she had grown to love in Oska, (even Headquarters), was brief time spent alone, away from the crowds of "team" and the bustle of strangers, and their days in the prison had afforded nothing like privacy. Or dignity.
There's comfort to be had. Autonomy to be reasserted. A certain heaviness to her sleep that could be found in the circle of his arms that she doesn't get anywhere else. There are still fading bruises on her skin, she had not let the healer invade her body that far, but most pressingly her hand is made new again- all the better to slide along Odinson's shoulder, once broken fingers delicately tracing the lines muscle down to where it near seamlessly became a false limb, and not stopping until she reaches his hand, the false fingers.
It was easier to forget the discomfort of the human body she has been stuck in for so long when she was... putting it through its paces, so to speak, but now in the aftermath she begins to shift with discomfort beside him, longing to take the ring from her finger yet not wanting to feel as if she'd need to leave that bed.]
... can you feel that?
[She'd never asked how it was that he had lost his arm. How the replacement worked. She'd assume he could not, if it were anything like the crude false limbs her own world was capable of, but his... it looked so perfectly formed. Moved as if it were his own flesh... and so she asks, speaking in a half whisper against his skin as her fingers tangled with his.]
There's comfort to be had. Autonomy to be reasserted. A certain heaviness to her sleep that could be found in the circle of his arms that she doesn't get anywhere else. There are still fading bruises on her skin, she had not let the healer invade her body that far, but most pressingly her hand is made new again- all the better to slide along Odinson's shoulder, once broken fingers delicately tracing the lines muscle down to where it near seamlessly became a false limb, and not stopping until she reaches his hand, the false fingers.
It was easier to forget the discomfort of the human body she has been stuck in for so long when she was... putting it through its paces, so to speak, but now in the aftermath she begins to shift with discomfort beside him, longing to take the ring from her finger yet not wanting to feel as if she'd need to leave that bed.]
... can you feel that?
[She'd never asked how it was that he had lost his arm. How the replacement worked. She'd assume he could not, if it were anything like the crude false limbs her own world was capable of, but his... it looked so perfectly formed. Moved as if it were his own flesh... and so she asks, speaking in a half whisper against his skin as her fingers tangled with his.]
[Sleepy oblivion pulls at him. Having to play the responsible one in prison has worn at him more than he expected and he's relived not to have to be the one to deal with Inuyasha and Kylo Ren's tempers.
Dealing with Hayame is a challenge he rises to with all the enthusiasm he contains.
Several heartbeats pass before he answers her question. His fingers stir against her, tracing the line of them and the places where her bow mastery has left callouses.] Mmmm. It feels good.
Dealing with Hayame is a challenge he rises to with all the enthusiasm he contains.
Several heartbeats pass before he answers her question. His fingers stir against her, tracing the line of them and the places where her bow mastery has left callouses.] Mmmm. It feels good.
[She knows it was not easy on any of them. Each in their own way. Even taking a certain grounding from him, the rock he'd provided to keep the rest of them contained, she'd known it was not precisely his nature- but she'd had to take it anyway, for the sake of the mission, for not making things worse. Not that one could give back such a thing, per se, but.
She had. Certainly tried. Then tried a few more times.]
... even this?
[Perhaps it was magic. That seemed to forever be the answer to the things she could not understand- that and "science". (Where the line between those blurred, she certainly could not guess.)
Curious and yet wanting for distraction, she lightens her touch to the merest of butterfly weight passes, mere flutters against his skin. Or... whatever one ought to call what made up that arm.]
She had. Certainly tried. Then tried a few more times.]
... even this?
[Perhaps it was magic. That seemed to forever be the answer to the things she could not understand- that and "science". (Where the line between those blurred, she certainly could not guess.)
Curious and yet wanting for distraction, she lightens her touch to the merest of butterfly weight passes, mere flutters against his skin. Or... whatever one ought to call what made up that arm.]
Mmm. Even that. [He takes a breath, shifting to make himself comfortable as he draws back from sleep.]
The dwarves of Nidavellir know their craft. [There's more he could say, once he's more awake and realises her interest. For now, he's simply enjoying the attention.]
The dwarves of Nidavellir know their craft. [There's more he could say, once he's more awake and realises her interest. For now, he's simply enjoying the attention.]
[He shifts, and she shifts in answer, gaze drawn away only long enough to see two legs again and suppress the urge to pull the ring off once more. The bed isn't large enough- nor surely strong enough to support her, even if she could find the courage to keep embracing him like this, shaped like that. (Part of her thinks that if it's right now... maybe she could. Maybe her desire to be back in a form less constricting outweighed reluctance borne of power structures that have not ruled her life for near a year. Maybe he would-)]
... what are dwarves, that they make such a fine thing?
[Thinking perhaps she is being gentle, hoping she is being considerate in how she asks, careful about treading on anything that might be painful or private, Hayame lets herself continue to pull him from sleep. Lets herself tangle fingers and pull his crafted arm up to nestle against her breasts, so that she might curl her whole-again hands around his and press a kiss to the back of it. It didn't even feel that different in temperature from the rest of him... or maybe that was something else.]
... what are dwarves, that they make such a fine thing?
[Thinking perhaps she is being gentle, hoping she is being considerate in how she asks, careful about treading on anything that might be painful or private, Hayame lets herself continue to pull him from sleep. Lets herself tangle fingers and pull his crafted arm up to nestle against her breasts, so that she might curl her whole-again hands around his and press a kiss to the back of it. It didn't even feel that different in temperature from the rest of him... or maybe that was something else.]
What are dwarves-- [It takes a moment to recall that she won't know. Elves and dwarves weren't mythical folk in many countries on Earth, and apparently not in Hayame's lands either.]
They are like men, humans, but hairier and shorter and all very sturdily built. The men all have great beards, braided down to their waists. The women might as well, I don't know. [He turns his hand to stroke her cheek.]
They tend to thinking and inventing, being great crafters of tools and weapons.
They are like men, humans, but hairier and shorter and all very sturdily built. The men all have great beards, braided down to their waists. The women might as well, I don't know. [He turns his hand to stroke her cheek.]
They tend to thinking and inventing, being great crafters of tools and weapons.
[Her expression turns almost comically defensive about her ignorance of what dwarves were for a moment there, quite ready to ask if he knew what a jinmencho was- but it passes when he explains, and offers distraction yet for her to turn her cheek into his touch with a quiet hum, extracting one hand in order to try and brush her long hair back out of the way- grown a bit wild about the sheets since it had come unbound somewhere along the way.
Short, sturdy, hairy men with beards and skills at forge- it was not so obscure for her that she couldn't imagine it. ... the beards sounded quite disturbingly long, that was... actually the hardest part to envision. But- craftsmen, then. Alright.]
Is it their... magic, then? That it is shaped so true and you can feel so well?
[Traces swirls in the shapes of the kanji letters Majima had set her to memorizing into the metal? arm, wondering in a way she does not usually allow. The woman with whom she had roomed before had arms of metal... but they were shaped sharply and moved with clicks and clacks, they needed to be tuned. His... she would never had known it for false if he wore sleeve and glove.]
Short, sturdy, hairy men with beards and skills at forge- it was not so obscure for her that she couldn't imagine it. ... the beards sounded quite disturbingly long, that was... actually the hardest part to envision. But- craftsmen, then. Alright.]
Is it their... magic, then? That it is shaped so true and you can feel so well?
[Traces swirls in the shapes of the kanji letters Majima had set her to memorizing into the metal? arm, wondering in a way she does not usually allow. The woman with whom she had roomed before had arms of metal... but they were shaped sharply and moved with clicks and clacks, they needed to be tuned. His... she would never had known it for false if he wore sleeve and glove.]
[He helps where he can to disentangle her hair, coming more awake as he does so.]
Your guess may be as good as mine. The dwarves are proud of their secrets, and they've never passed them on to me. [He rubs the fingers of the hand together.] It's made of Uru, that much I know. It's an obstinate material, inflexible and durable- I'm told it took over a thousand dwarves to hammer this into shape. But it takes enchantment well. I've- I had once a weapon made of the stuff, enchanted to the point it may well have been sentient... [He's wandered from the topic to somewhere dangerous, though-- maybe he is coming to terms with his unworthiness.
But he doesn't want to dwell there.] Does it matter, whether it's magic rather than skill?
Your guess may be as good as mine. The dwarves are proud of their secrets, and they've never passed them on to me. [He rubs the fingers of the hand together.] It's made of Uru, that much I know. It's an obstinate material, inflexible and durable- I'm told it took over a thousand dwarves to hammer this into shape. But it takes enchantment well. I've- I had once a weapon made of the stuff, enchanted to the point it may well have been sentient... [He's wandered from the topic to somewhere dangerous, though-- maybe he is coming to terms with his unworthiness.
But he doesn't want to dwell there.] Does it matter, whether it's magic rather than skill?
[It's appreciated- there's a lot of it. The hair tie was lost somewhere, yet she finds no desire to disentangle to go searching through sheets or on the floor. Instead she listens- like she'd listened in the Vakdir prison to his tales of Valhalla, like she'd listened to the tales he told the beggar children of the lower levels as she half-halfheartedly pried them off her human legs.
Hayame was trying- in her own way. To listen. To learn. Thinks perhaps she will take the ring off, because surely she could listen all the better without the itch of the unnatural, but she hesitates again.
Almost asks, "the hammer?", but at the last moment recalls the unreadable look upon his face that she had seen, in that room on that ship... and saves it. Perhaps for later.]
... I suppose not. It is beyond me either way.
[She can... admit that, even if it's said with a bit of a frown, staring momentarily at her own hand to compare it to his.]
There is a woman now, on the team... she lost her arms in some battle and now has replacements of metal. Just not like yours.
[Perhaps an attempt to explain, but... perhaps fishing. Watching his face, to judge how far she will go.]
Hayame was trying- in her own way. To listen. To learn. Thinks perhaps she will take the ring off, because surely she could listen all the better without the itch of the unnatural, but she hesitates again.
Almost asks, "the hammer?", but at the last moment recalls the unreadable look upon his face that she had seen, in that room on that ship... and saves it. Perhaps for later.]
... I suppose not. It is beyond me either way.
[She can... admit that, even if it's said with a bit of a frown, staring momentarily at her own hand to compare it to his.]
There is a woman now, on the team... she lost her arms in some battle and now has replacements of metal. Just not like yours.
[Perhaps an attempt to explain, but... perhaps fishing. Watching his face, to judge how far she will go.]
[With half-open eyes he watches her back, hand moving from caressing her cheek to the beautiful line of her neck.]
Metal? Does she find them easy to use? Norns, but I was lucky to have this thing. Half the time I forget it's even there. [There's genuine curiosity in his tone and expression, no hesitation at all.]
Metal? Does she find them easy to use? Norns, but I was lucky to have this thing. Half the time I forget it's even there. [There's genuine curiosity in his tone and expression, no hesitation at all.]
[Somewhere along the line, she has grown able to enjoy these quiet moments, to not blush or shirk instinctively from intimacy as she once had. At least- when they have the luxury of privacy, anyway. Her own fingers still hover over the... Uru, he called it. Apparently not a metal as she was familiar.
Curiously, she finds where flesh and dwarf-make meet, thumb rubbing gently, distracting.]
She uses a "typewriter" with them fine, and with a mane comb she is... adroit enough. I suppose.
[This time when she blushes it is oddly enough from admitting that she had a near stranger brush her hair, rather than the way it's all too easy to stretch her neck out to the touch of his fingers, pressing cheek to pillow and closing her eyes briefly against the sight of the ring flashing softly in the light.]
There must be no dwarves in her military.
Curiously, she finds where flesh and dwarf-make meet, thumb rubbing gently, distracting.]
She uses a "typewriter" with them fine, and with a mane comb she is... adroit enough. I suppose.
[This time when she blushes it is oddly enough from admitting that she had a near stranger brush her hair, rather than the way it's all too easy to stretch her neck out to the touch of his fingers, pressing cheek to pillow and closing her eyes briefly against the sight of the ring flashing softly in the light.]
There must be no dwarves in her military.
[His fingers at her neck are distracted from their downward path at her caress at the juncture of arm and uru. A sharp inhallation interrupts him as he goes to speak.]
The- ones I've known tend to prefer their own kind. They've their own realm, so they seldom visited Earth.
[He awake enough now to wonder at her bringing up the topic.] Are you considering getting your own arm to match, now you see how there are many of us with such fine accessories?
The- ones I've known tend to prefer their own kind. They've their own realm, so they seldom visited Earth.
[He awake enough now to wonder at her bringing up the topic.] Are you considering getting your own arm to match, now you see how there are many of us with such fine accessories?
[The slightest change in breathing, and she slows. Considers- it was not of pain... so she resumes her touch, but gentler. Wants to perhaps smile, at that question... but her dark eyes fall instead on her left hand, that not a day past had been broken and half-mangled. She had worried if she would be able to hold a bow properly again. If it would course with infection, and need to be cut off, like she'd seen of her world's soldiers. (Like she'd seen at the flensing post, with jinba who refused to be broken.)
That fear had been the only thing that made her break with her usual distaste for magic in her body and seek on of Hathaway's sorcerers.]
... perhaps for a moment I did.
[Even with her desire to be considerate, to respect his secrets as he had always respected hers... it seems so uncouth to not speak plainly. He would hardly need answer if he did not wish to, so-]
I simply... wondered. How it is you came to need such a thing.
[The idea of someone as strong as he, stronger than anyone in her own world, being injured so... it is hard to imagine.]
That fear had been the only thing that made her break with her usual distaste for magic in her body and seek on of Hathaway's sorcerers.]
... perhaps for a moment I did.
[Even with her desire to be considerate, to respect his secrets as he had always respected hers... it seems so uncouth to not speak plainly. He would hardly need answer if he did not wish to, so-]
I simply... wondered. How it is you came to need such a thing.
[The idea of someone as strong as he, stronger than anyone in her own world, being injured so... it is hard to imagine.]
[His fingers still on her neck.
He's quiet for so long that she might think he's gone back to sleep, if she doesn't see the thoughtful look on his face. How to explain it, he wonders. There's so much that had led to his encounter with Malekith--]
Have you heard of the race of elves? [His voice is deliberately distant. It was not so long ago that this had been a raw wound, physically and emotionally. He's not sure what emotions will stir as he speaks of it.
But she should know about this. And the telling of it will reveal other things he has been avoiding.]
He's quiet for so long that she might think he's gone back to sleep, if she doesn't see the thoughtful look on his face. How to explain it, he wonders. There's so much that had led to his encounter with Malekith--]
Have you heard of the race of elves? [His voice is deliberately distant. It was not so long ago that this had been a raw wound, physically and emotionally. He's not sure what emotions will stir as he speaks of it.
But she should know about this. And the telling of it will reveal other things he has been avoiding.]
[He stills, and she waits. Watches his face, to see what he will do. Even if he were to reject speaking of it... she could hardly blame him. But it seems foolish to not ask now, when she has done all but put it into words.
So she waits, and her thumb still slides gently along his arm in silent rhythm until he speaks again.]
... only with ALASTAIR. They have long ears and slim frames.
[At least, those were the only particular characteristics she had found terribly different from humans with the one she had met in passing. His world's... she settles into the sheets to find out.]
So she waits, and her thumb still slides gently along his arm in silent rhythm until he speaks again.]
... only with ALASTAIR. They have long ears and slim frames.
[At least, those were the only particular characteristics she had found terribly different from humans with the one she had met in passing. His world's... she settles into the sheets to find out.]
The same. [His fingers resume their motion on her neck, now slow and distracted rather than attentive.]
In the nine realms there are two kinds of elves. The light elves- which are most like those who have been on our team- who dwell in the realm of Alfheimr, and the dark elves who live on Svartalfheimr. They were related, I think, long ago in the distant past before the light elves devoted themselves to the good, pure things of this world and the dark elves turned to mischief and evil and treachous things. [Usually Odinson laments that he hasn't his brother's skill at tale-telling. But for now he finds it fitting. There is no good way to tell this tale.]
Among these is one by the name of Malekith. He is the darkest and most twisted of all of them- and the most ambitious. When I first encountered him, many years ago, he was in the service of Surtur, the demon lord of the fire realm Muspelheimr, and he was content to do his bidding and wreak havoc on the peoples of Earth. I overcame him them, and he was locked away. For good, I thought.
He surfaced again a few years ago and set the nine realms into a war in which my allies and I barely won. He escaped our grasp then- [Odinson cannot help the grim tone of his voice. If they'd captured Malekith then, so many things would have been different.] and he made many alliances with other evil men and beings before I next met him.
[But Odinson was not the same when they next met, and he isn't sure where to begin that. Silence falls as he considers it, steeling himself for what must be told.]
In the nine realms there are two kinds of elves. The light elves- which are most like those who have been on our team- who dwell in the realm of Alfheimr, and the dark elves who live on Svartalfheimr. They were related, I think, long ago in the distant past before the light elves devoted themselves to the good, pure things of this world and the dark elves turned to mischief and evil and treachous things. [Usually Odinson laments that he hasn't his brother's skill at tale-telling. But for now he finds it fitting. There is no good way to tell this tale.]
Among these is one by the name of Malekith. He is the darkest and most twisted of all of them- and the most ambitious. When I first encountered him, many years ago, he was in the service of Surtur, the demon lord of the fire realm Muspelheimr, and he was content to do his bidding and wreak havoc on the peoples of Earth. I overcame him them, and he was locked away. For good, I thought.
He surfaced again a few years ago and set the nine realms into a war in which my allies and I barely won. He escaped our grasp then- [Odinson cannot help the grim tone of his voice. If they'd captured Malekith then, so many things would have been different.] and he made many alliances with other evil men and beings before I next met him.
[But Odinson was not the same when they next met, and he isn't sure where to begin that. Silence falls as he considers it, steeling himself for what must be told.]
[It is a tale the like of legend- and maybe that is fitting, for a god of storms, and the world he has told her of, that is full of things that to her are yet fantastical. She follows it as best she can with the understanding she has, comparing to things she knows in order to make sense of it.
A part of her almost wins out in desire to move closer, to fit against his chest as if the heartbeat there would tell her more than his face might, but that was a coward's way- she has asked, and so she will watch as he tells it. Prove that she is worthy to hear it.
An enemy banished, yet returned, more powerful than ever, who was wily enough to avoid capture, to scheme-
Hayame does not know the right words, she feels she almost never does. But she tries.]
... was it he?
[Who took it, next they met.]
A part of her almost wins out in desire to move closer, to fit against his chest as if the heartbeat there would tell her more than his face might, but that was a coward's way- she has asked, and so she will watch as he tells it. Prove that she is worthy to hear it.
An enemy banished, yet returned, more powerful than ever, who was wily enough to avoid capture, to scheme-
Hayame does not know the right words, she feels she almost never does. But she tries.]
... was it he?
[Who took it, next they met.]
Aye. [It is hard to think of it. Is the shame that surfaces because he'd lost the arm, because he'd lost the hammer-- or because of the way he'd behaved at the time? It is hard to disentangle his feelings about it.]
But before that is told, there is something else I must share. Something which happened between that war of the realms and when I next faced Malekith the Accursed.
[And now that it comes to it, he does not want to speak.] You recall the hammer I found on the mothership, Mjolnir? I told you of Thor and his adventures with her, then. [A pause, and with a heaviness-] Of my adventures with her. [The pain fills him, anger and loss almost as fresh as they'd been, what? Only a year ago it felt like. The blink of an eye.
All of a sudden he feels crowded. He wants to pace, he wants to fight, he wants to do anything but lie here and relive his memories.
He draws his hand away from her, clenches it uselessly on empty air at his side.]
It was between those two encounters with Malekith that I lost her. That I gave up the name Thor.
But before that is told, there is something else I must share. Something which happened between that war of the realms and when I next faced Malekith the Accursed.
[And now that it comes to it, he does not want to speak.] You recall the hammer I found on the mothership, Mjolnir? I told you of Thor and his adventures with her, then. [A pause, and with a heaviness-] Of my adventures with her. [The pain fills him, anger and loss almost as fresh as they'd been, what? Only a year ago it felt like. The blink of an eye.
All of a sudden he feels crowded. He wants to pace, he wants to fight, he wants to do anything but lie here and relive his memories.
He draws his hand away from her, clenches it uselessly on empty air at his side.]
It was between those two encounters with Malekith that I lost her. That I gave up the name Thor.
[She recalls. Nods into the pillow, and thinks of where she had found him. When she had tried to lift the hammer he had been staring at, and found herself unable to despite knowing it should be possible with her strength. She remembers the words he had read aloud for her- Whoever holds this hammer, if they be worthy, shall possess the power of Thor.
But she has only known Odinson. It is yet strange, to consider him by that name though she knows he must have lived centuries by it. The way he had spoken of it made it seem as if the hammer itself had chosen to be lost... and she tries to believe it, because he has never lied to her. His hand draws away, and she doesn't pursue it. Shame and anger are feelings she knows... very well. Perhaps better than any other. Some of the few emotions she can spot easily on a face, or in a heart.
What she did not quite expect was the empathetic pang in her own, to see it on his face. Though she does not think he will take it, (she herself might not, she knows), she just makes sure to leave one hand free, palm up, in silent offer on the mattress between them.
It is easier now to imagine then how the story ends- that without the hammer made by those dwarves that he had not been as strong, perhaps, not at his full potential, and so a dark creature had taken advantage of such plight. But in between...
Hayame does not put the wonder into words, though. Not this time. It is for him to decide if he wants to tell more now- it is clearly something deep, something painful- and though she invites the telling, looking clearly into his eyes unflinching... she does not demand it.]
But she has only known Odinson. It is yet strange, to consider him by that name though she knows he must have lived centuries by it. The way he had spoken of it made it seem as if the hammer itself had chosen to be lost... and she tries to believe it, because he has never lied to her. His hand draws away, and she doesn't pursue it. Shame and anger are feelings she knows... very well. Perhaps better than any other. Some of the few emotions she can spot easily on a face, or in a heart.
What she did not quite expect was the empathetic pang in her own, to see it on his face. Though she does not think he will take it, (she herself might not, she knows), she just makes sure to leave one hand free, palm up, in silent offer on the mattress between them.
It is easier now to imagine then how the story ends- that without the hammer made by those dwarves that he had not been as strong, perhaps, not at his full potential, and so a dark creature had taken advantage of such plight. But in between...
Hayame does not put the wonder into words, though. Not this time. It is for him to decide if he wants to tell more now- it is clearly something deep, something painful- and though she invites the telling, looking clearly into his eyes unflinching... she does not demand it.]
Edited 2018-05-13 12:42 (UTC)
I- [Her eyes find his, and finds he cannot bring himself to tell her of Gorr-- and of how a God finds he has lost everything he once clung to.
He has only told this much to Loki, who understood some of what it meant to him. There's less to explain to one with a similar nature. Explaining it to Hayame- there's more he'll have to share, fewer shortcuts.]
Forgive me. I cannot tell that part yet. [He looks away, seeing her hand open and waiting for him.
Oh, by the Norns. He does not deserve this. He takes her hand all the same, brings their fingers together.
He hopes she will understand.] Suffice to say-- in losing Mjolnir I lost myself, and my reason. I was angry and reckless. There was nothing I wouldn't have done to get her back.
He has only told this much to Loki, who understood some of what it meant to him. There's less to explain to one with a similar nature. Explaining it to Hayame- there's more he'll have to share, fewer shortcuts.]
Forgive me. I cannot tell that part yet. [He looks away, seeing her hand open and waiting for him.
Oh, by the Norns. He does not deserve this. He takes her hand all the same, brings their fingers together.
He hopes she will understand.] Suffice to say-- in losing Mjolnir I lost myself, and my reason. I was angry and reckless. There was nothing I wouldn't have done to get her back.
[There is no resentment when Hayame shakes her head, curling fingers that had been broken around his, spine curling likewise in mimicry. She feels so small in this human body compared to him, when she wishes to be larger, to be... something comforting. The temptation to take the ring off is there again, even as she focuses instead on him.]
I offer you no forgiveness. There is nothing to forgive.
[Had he not given her the same courtesy and those same words? She has told no one everything. Told him more perhaps than others, but there was yet shames she kept to herself. The shame of admitting aloud rather than implying that she had once served humans at the expense of her own kind. Of admitting the extent of her failures, and how she had brought the threat of ruin on the heads of those who had taught her of the possibility of freedom. Why it was so desperately important to her to have Hathaway fulfill their promise to her.
There are things it is hard for a person to say. Even if that person were a god.
She thinks to say something else. That she was perfectly content with Odinson, even if he had once been Thor. That the self he is now, for all that... still seems enough to her. But it all sounds either ignorant or too simple in her mind, and so she hopes it will simply be understood with the kiss she brushes against his knuckles, as she slinks back closer, muttering a sullen "now if only this bed was larger" under her breath as she tries to find a comfortable way to tangle up with him that made it easier to forget she had two legs.]
I offer you no forgiveness. There is nothing to forgive.
[Had he not given her the same courtesy and those same words? She has told no one everything. Told him more perhaps than others, but there was yet shames she kept to herself. The shame of admitting aloud rather than implying that she had once served humans at the expense of her own kind. Of admitting the extent of her failures, and how she had brought the threat of ruin on the heads of those who had taught her of the possibility of freedom. Why it was so desperately important to her to have Hathaway fulfill their promise to her.
There are things it is hard for a person to say. Even if that person were a god.
She thinks to say something else. That she was perfectly content with Odinson, even if he had once been Thor. That the self he is now, for all that... still seems enough to her. But it all sounds either ignorant or too simple in her mind, and so she hopes it will simply be understood with the kiss she brushes against his knuckles, as she slinks back closer, muttering a sullen "now if only this bed was larger" under her breath as she tries to find a comfortable way to tangle up with him that made it easier to forget she had two legs.]
[In silent thanks he turns his head to press a kiss to her face. He cannot help the wry smile at her comment- having thought much the same of all the beds he's had since he joined ALASTAIR almost a year ago.
But the tale is not yet done- so with a sigh he continues:] When I faced Malekith again I was reckless and angry as I had not been since I was youth. I challenged him alone, foolishly, and I was lucky that I only lost my arm before-- [she arrived. Thor.] help came.
[And there. It is done. A sigh escapes him, long and deep.] When I return I hope the chance come for me to pay him back in kind.
But the tale is not yet done- so with a sigh he continues:] When I faced Malekith again I was reckless and angry as I had not been since I was youth. I challenged him alone, foolishly, and I was lucky that I only lost my arm before-- [she arrived. Thor.] help came.
[And there. It is done. A sigh escapes him, long and deep.] When I return I hope the chance come for me to pay him back in kind.
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